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say all this ladies gentlemen dear sisters dear brothers in a spirit is ideal yes friends who follow us through the media channels our most sincere wishes for peace the renowned Russian psychologist Pedros Penske gorgeous follower carrying out a study on the Contemporary Society divided us up into two large groups the first one was called the group a physiological people those who live the basic Sensations from the mouth down and practice sex and those others who despite keeping yes these Elemental manifestations also love they are holders of ideals they aspire to happiness and cardex parlance they carry out intellectual moral development fostering the progress of humanity companion that the amount of physiological people is significant it almost amounts to 80 of the Earth's population while these psychological people those who are also constituted by higher emotions form an average of 15 to 20 percent and those individuals are the ones who provide progress tomorrow help in the moral development and work to minimize the vicissitudes and naturally make the human being happy and truly whole but for us to be part of the group of psychological people having the basic Sensations and also love it is essential the development of the consciousness which in psychology was a very difficult chapter to be interpreted by the scholars it was up to Carl Gustav Young in the decade of 1950 to 1960. to give us an idea about Consciousness promise point of view portrait that one day he felt something that held him by the neck textual words as if it were a spirit who took him to write non-stop during three days and three nights during this period when he was in a state of semitrans he wrote a short book which he named answer to John is that mythological character from the Bible who having succeeded was Tried by God as asked by the evil spirit to test him in order to verify if he would be faithful in the expiation as much as he was devoted in the abundance and in this remarkable book foreign

eded was Tried by God as asked by the evil spirit to test him in order to verify if he would be faithful in the expiation as much as he was devoted in the abundance and in this remarkable book foreign it means it's in that moment when we find out what we must do and can do what we can do and must do because not all we can do we must put into practice and likewise not all we must do we can execute the moment of Consciousness therefore is this discernment between Good and Evil and Alan cardek the distinguished coder of the spiritualism Doctrine on this social philosophical dichotomy ask the venerable Spirits what is good and the noble Spirits replied it's everything that agrees with the law of God and what's evil it's everything that opposes it and what agrees with the law of God everything that is found carved in a statute of love love is therefore the most elevated expression of the universal code from the Divine Mercy to the whole Cosmos and naturally to the human being all beings and especially the animal beings with a few exceptions bring the mark of the Basic Instincts and mainly a feature the reproduction system sex is part of life although there is a sexual reproduction it's easy to observe the sex is one of the organic areas of the utmost relevance in the animal kingdom it was up to Sigmund Freud the remarkable father of Psych analysis to find sex and from it extracts the taboos the religious repressions the myths to demonstrate that the human beings in his pessimistic sense nothing has of divine it's a sexual animal s and this sexual animal transits between two drives arrows and Thanatos heiress would be the Greek mythological depiction of Love which he will take as being the liberos thanatus is the death disintegration the torment the merciless merciless thirst this need that is more of the Mind than it is of the body result of the use that's applied to the reproduction system this way since this distinguished master from the University of Ian sex ceased to be something prohibitive

f the Mind than it is of the body result of the use that's applied to the reproduction system this way since this distinguished master from the University of Ian sex ceased to be something prohibitive negative filthy sinful to become an organic function through which pleasure constitutes a moment of ecstasy in order to help us in the process of reproduction the tradition According to some frustrated theologians deeply full of conflicts had established that the sexual exercise and until today in some Orthodox doctrines should be condemned because it's about a filthy exercise and nonetheless Paul the Apostle in his letter number 14 to the Romans verse 14. asserts with property that something is filthy only to those who have a filthy mind to those that is filthy Paul was referring to the ablations the need of hygiene before the meals but it's perfectly understandable that the issue of filthiness the matter of the sin the point that opposes to this sexual function from within the standards of the Consciousness the right doing the duty is naturally the results of the disorder of addicted Minds the sexual function is one of the beautiful characteristics of the animal being and particularly of the human being we can say that it constitutes after Dynamo producer of Happiness disorders Joy conflicts of wholeness and also of dysfunction of emotional nature a great number of holders of the neurotic disorder depressive bipolar from the area of effectivity have their roots in a sexual function and sexual conflict it was up to the spiritus doctrine praying as from ignorance and demonstrating that all functions we have at our disposal have their main basic and dignifying purposes and seeing sex as so normal so Noble and so sanctified by the function it executes of perpetuating the species through reproduction and the pleasure that the Divinity has adorned it it's for love to be above the libido's urge above the physiologic need the impulse yes and that it may be characterized by

pecies through reproduction and the pleasure that the Divinity has adorned it it's for love to be above the libido's urge above the physiologic need the impulse yes and that it may be characterized by kindness the F ability the the before the during and the after it has always caught my attention from the cinematography of today and of the past when people after their 60s in the past Century and millenniums it started to free themselves from the sexual taboos and erase from the pages of biology the Mythic fantasies in which babies were carried by his twerks were born in cabbages and Etc into the idea that sex was something undignified that could not even be uttered I was born in a modest family my father was from the 19th century under the Traditions were very rigorous the word sex meant sheer immorality because soon it took the individuals to the vile conceptions of the insensible and animal interchange that exists among the promiscuous beings holders of contact disorder this is the environment in which I was raised having professed the religion that was mostly popular in our town which we respect a lot the Catholic religion I saw sex as a punitive form of divinity and when God conceived me the bless of entering through the beautiful ocean of the spiritus doctrine sun to my juvenile mind sex issue began to take tormented aspects once I knew Alan cardek's work which I had had the opportunity to read from the spiritus book The basic work and then the bay the mediums book to understand the conflicts the Paranormal disturbance of which I was the object that the sexual function plays a fundamental role in the moral development of the individual and his or her paraphysical faculties God having conceived me the honor which I recognize not to deserve of meeting the truth Apostle of mediumship Francisco in March of 1948 in belaruson soon I started to wonder how this man who had had sublimated his sexual functions could live Drive jovially single with a life as transparent as a beam of

mship Francisco in March of 1948 in belaruson soon I started to wonder how this man who had had sublimated his sexual functions could live Drive jovially single with a life as transparent as a beam of sunlight with the dignity and the kindness that were his basic characteristics and yet naturally experiencing the presence of The Thorn In the Flesh this expression I had extracted from the biography of Paul the Apostle and dedicated to the biblical scholarship he who had been a rabbi and had given his life to the Mosaic law waiting in Chastity for the right moment to procreate through marriage suddenly is taken by the Whirlwind of conflicts that overwhelm him and becomes Jesus's opponent but because Jesus is the ineffable love and the personification of the Divine Mercy he searches for him in the Blazing Sands of the desert and summons him for the sublime task of the apostleship of dissemination and the young man from Tarsus who would later adopt the Latin name of Paul the dignity and chastity to be able to be faithful to Jesus's teachings and predicate love without neither the torment of the libido nor the conduct deviation disguised by hypocrisy but he would have one day the opportunity to say I have The Thorn In the Flesh it's natural that the venerable theologians try to interpret what would be the Thorn In the Flesh of that overwhelmed man who once more had offered himself to the Holocaust of Love risking his own life to demonstrate the Excellency of the Masters message and the strength of the Resurrection what would be this Thorn In the Flesh and in my childishness trophyality or naivete I began to think that in his condition of human being he too was a holder of the sexual conflict no matter how devoted he was to Jesus the matter has its impulses its functions its urges and it's just logical that he would feel conscious and unconscious impulses in a state of lucidity in the lyric moments and many times embarrassed or not for not being able to overcome that that would be a Temptation

gical that he would feel conscious and unconscious impulses in a state of lucidity in the lyric moments and many times embarrassed or not for not being able to overcome that that would be a Temptation in the theological tradition the Temptation Of The Flesh then I believed that he had his young body ravishing that he would take to this sacrifice to the to exhaust him the excess of strength The Thorn like myself like any youth carried the thorn and flesh and thanks to the prohibitions the castrations the ancestral impositions to which I had adapted through an unbeatable will I imposed it to keep me faithful to the doctrine postulates as much as it was possible to me it's at this time that I meet the venerable Apostle and having hurt him in belarization on an unforgettable Tuesday afternoon when he pops in coming from federal Porter to visit a very dear family to him in a capital city there beside us there were old and verbal friends like Martin peralva ederland and I see him hopping out of the automobile and bedazzled I see his charismatic figure his tender look in the local way of greeting he goes around hugging one by one in a semicircle bedazzled with his arrival and when he came close to me he held my hand and said hello javado I didn't pass out because I didn't remember to he knew me and we had never seen each other before I asked him how do you know that I am me what a deep question he then said to me come and hold my wing my son and we will take a long trip we'll talk a lot it was the beginning or restart of an affection that has been adorning my life of blessings of memories of guidelines that are never going to fade after that Unforgettable experience he having to say farewell to come back to the tiny pedulopod told me on Friday and Saturday we have activities like to have you over if you don't have any commitments and I didn't thank God I would be very happy to have you divulge go there so we can talk my God have never seen such a distance between Tuesday and Friday as on that day no

don't have any commitments and I didn't thank God I would be very happy to have you divulge go there so we can talk my God have never seen such a distance between Tuesday and Friday as on that day no matter how much I anticipated time wouldn't pass because when we wait as The Little Prince said so properly if you say you come at four I wait for you since two so when we are waiting it seems that time goes by much longer on purpose and when we're happy time seems to fly just to tease us so finally Friday came and we set off there were four friends with me so we were five then we went to have lunch at his sister's place Miss Louisa also a unique Soul yeah she was one of the affectionate Angels next to the Apostle Chev yet we were all sitting at the table and my mind boiled with questions and conflicts because of my shyness how could I ask shiku something about sex this immorality my God what will he think of me however there wasn't much need for concern because he had become a great server he was the one who served as joyfully and abundantly believed we had to eat well so the machine could perform the tasks for which it was designed and while we fixed it he would talk to us non-stop he narrated luminous experiences he would talk about this and that but my mind was going crazy like what about sex how do you live for Christ's sake free me because this sex is not in the reproduction organs but it's in my mind and I felt like the dirtiest being on the face of the Earth of course I was not thinking about sex as the ACT I just didn't know how to behave what was the healthiest contact to stay chaste to keep the period of the feelings he would look at me from time to time and left and I thought to myself this must be some kind of sadism because he must be catching my thoughts and doesn't say anything after lunch we all walked out and there was this exuberant fully bloomed orange tree released fragrances from under a notion of green leaves the immaculate white flower was a blessing from God and ushering me to his

all walked out and there was this exuberant fully bloomed orange tree released fragrances from under a notion of green leaves the immaculate white flower was a blessing from God and ushering me to his house that was connected to miss Louisa and Miss lindofus by the patio he stopped me before that gorgeous orange tree and its unique seasoned perfume and pulled a small Bunch as to break it off and hand me unfortunately I was too presumptuous and I thought oh he's going to give me the flower he just held it and said to me everything in nature is a sexual function I was awestruck he said Andre Louise is saying that this plant's roots which spread inside the intimacy of the inorganic chemistry underground is the result of a sexual function in which water becomes wood the fertilizer becomes life and here we are with a flower and the fruit and during 40 minutes non-stop he presented an approach about sexuality of the sexual function to the astonishment of the five of us who were mesmerized and he said that sex is a blessing from God that's the stomach and the lungs as the organ of sensitiveness this organ that pulses 20 days after fertilization and never stops teaching us a lesson about the work that must be unstoppable when it stops it's time to return to the spiritual world I tried to memorize every single word impregnated with a perfume with a scent of what he was saying get rid of the taboos let myself free of the Prejudice that changed me in ignorance and he spoke and spoke until that after this Long Point he let go of the flowered white bunch laid his hand on my shoulder and smiled and said this is Andrea luis's answer to your questions my son then hugged me and took me to the intimacy of his own he went to work and that night after the usual activities late at night on Saturday when we were about to go to sleep he asked me so are you more tranquil and I said I am really more enlightened however I'm not tranquil and why not because we said everything but he didn't mention how I am supposed

bout to go to sleep he asked me so are you more tranquil and I said I am really more enlightened however I'm not tranquil and why not because we said everything but he didn't mention how I am supposed to behave to proceed well and to behold without any conflict which by the way is impossible on Earth but at least without the torments that the sexual drive brings to you the young I was 20 years old next superint physiological organization although I didn't practice the academic exercise I was a hard worker that needed some guidance to safety to put sex in the reproductive organs and the thoughts on God's mercy then he smiled and asked me would you like me to tell you my personal experience and then I held my jaw as to stop it from dropping and said it's exactly what I wished for we sat down and he said we all go through conflicts when I was young and here comes the kind soul of Chicago oh my son when I got to this period of turbulence when the pineal gland starts to produce some of the sexual hormones I got so cheerful you wouldn't believe I always have a calm temperament and another I know that as I myself had a common temperament but when the bonfire was set on fire I was jumping although the appearance was of serenity and many times I didn't know what to do yeah I was aware of the moral hygiene that I should apply to my sexual function and many times on Sundays I would go into the woods of Pedro Leopold and shout it and one day Emmanuel told me if you weren't caress cut the trees I wanted another kind of caress the not necessarily hook a vegetable but he said hold the trees and you will be able to receive it Prana the emanations of the chlorophyll yeah so I held the trees and said my God I cannot stand anymore have mercy of me sister three and the tree couldn't do much the Beloved benefactor asked me what's your problem my problem my brother well is everybody's problem how am I supposed to behave to keep myself healthy I'm not married I don't have any girlfriend those were

oved benefactor asked me what's your problem my problem my brother well is everybody's problem how am I supposed to behave to keep myself healthy I'm not married I don't have any girlfriend those were the wonderful times when you had a girlfriend you would date for about 40 years get married at the age of 60. and at their 70s they both died now things have changed my grandchildren tell me no grinding those are the times of the dinosaurs now it's here I am and here I go where to my son anywhere but I've come and gone already and I asked but nobody dates anymore yes we say hello and goodbye and this is the time the date lasts and I said but this must be so fast he said it's faster than you think so fast we don't ever remember each other not him not her and do you ask each other's names no grandfather no time for that it's like that come and go but in those times there was dating it was so beautiful and my parents had an even more beautiful date because once they could not talk they would throw flowers look how romantic the man would take a basket of flowers and the woman stood at the window and he would hold out our whole arose saying I love you like this flower then she would hold a carnation enjoy life their soul Emmanuel told me let me tell you a story there was a king who lived in a precious place his kingdom was made of blessings everything in it flourished The Joy was immense he ruled the whole Kingdom with wisdom and property the years passed by his barns were fully supplied and everybody there was happy suddenly there started to be a change in the Kingdom and he summoned his ministers said he found some disturbances here and there in the middle of the crowd and an old wise counselor told him Master it's necessary to dialogue with the people but I'm the king I don't need to dialogue with anybody Master the people were very demanding and there can never be anything worse than the hunger what's hunger in My Kingdom my barns are full for my troops so we can defend ourselves from the

with anybody Master the people were very demanding and there can never be anything worse than the hunger what's hunger in My Kingdom my barns are full for my troops so we can defend ourselves from the enemies from those who show up on the borders I need to take care of this people's safety and the old man uh said but the people are hungry and hunger doesn't have character when the stomach yells the feelings get perverted the mind gets obliterated and the feeling takes over but the king didn't take it seriously the situation started to get worse and worse the king started to experience an easiness and one day while he fisted with the court a dairy Stone broke the window pain and fell onto the king's table it was the crowd who had broken into the garden and that clamped for bread needed wheat was thirsty was hungry was in trouble then the king got scared and the wise Minister said your majesty I had already warned you the climax was coming the crowd is invading the palace and will take yours and their Royal Family's lives but what must I do go to the window and talk to the people who riot but they will Stone me to death that's right but this is the risk your majesty needs to take come closer to the window and there tell them about your difficulties tell the people that it's not easy to be a king to rule is a challenge it's a sacred Mission very difficult but the people won't give me a chance but the responsibility is fully yours your majesty go the king Rose somehow tormented opened the window and the crowd unloaded a boo he asked for silence kept himself Serene and somebody shouted let's listen what he has to say this pervert who has decreed our death through hunger let's listen to what he has to say then he started to say don't think that I am as happy as I look of course on my table the prayer bands of course I'm not lacking food but my Knights are not sled I think about my people I dedicate myself hours and hours to find the best Solutions I know my barns are full of for the

ble the prayer bands of course I'm not lacking food but my Knights are not sled I think about my people I dedicate myself hours and hours to find the best Solutions I know my barns are full of for the troops to try to keep the peace avoiding War but but I understand your situation I will see that some barns are open to treat you with food but use the food with tranquility try to be cautious all waste takes to poverty and he talked and talked and the mass applauded and there was peace in the Kingdom from then on did you get it not really sir I didn't get anything at all you are the king your body is your kingdom I say themselves that constitutes you along the childhood was in the development of the biological inevitability at the period of adolescence of puberty there started to weak to your reproduction powers and naturally he started to claim for food you have neglected them because of your ideals but the hunger of the sexual interchange is too strong and the sexual mechanism claims for health it has needs to alternate hormones and you will have to answer it but how have your senseless life having a moral illegal relationships absolutely not there are many kinds of functions among them the function of sublimation the organism is a self-sufficient mechanism that the king Spirit can manage manipulate through will because it's not the flesh that has needs it's the soul that has yearnings urges desires doubts weaknesses but also idealism once the people yourselves are asking for food go to the Palace balcony talk to them and say I cannot give you the food that you want but I dedicate myself to the practice of mediumship I work to breathe lives I work to be able to build Eternal beings for Humanity help me since I cannot offer you the specific food you demand for me and as you are energy let's transubstantiate these energies into forces for psychographies at the moment when I'm going to dedicate myself to The minimistic Interchange will be able to have the cohabitation I

ou are energy let's transubstantiate these energies into forces for psychographies at the moment when I'm going to dedicate myself to The minimistic Interchange will be able to have the cohabitation I will get into a trend State you will even see my specific endocrine glands reach my nervous system giving me fatality thus wearing off the excess and in this interchange of forces all of us will enjoy peace and how am I going to do that be in silence inner silence go deep into the core of the being until you reach the reproductive system and you will see that the cells move they have consciousness Emmanuel anticipated a notable thesis of Harvard demonstrating that our cells are individual entities that have their own consciousness that has the memory of reproduction to repeat always with same characteristics conjected by the great memory of the individuality of the consciousness then now Chico narrates to me with his eyes brimming with tears at the first opportunity I got concentrated I made this immense inner silence and started to go down slowly until the reproductive system being able to see my organism inside and getting to the reproductive glands I had the opportunity to see that ocean in a hubba the cells moving and then he looked at me and says girls calm down I will help you not according to what you asked me for but according to what I can offer you in this incarnation I will dedicate myself to the ministry of mediumship and I need to have strength and you are virtually power plants at the moment I need to work with Master Jesus come fulfill my needs come up wear off penetrate my brain and round down my hands and I talked on and realized that they started to calm down to silence and seemed to yield from then on at the moment I start to pray I beg God to give me the dignified sex to work with me in the mediumship and I feel devaldo a heat that comes up smoothly taking over my body and then the arm sets off the mind enlarges I get out of the body and follow what happens next to the

ork with me in the mediumship and I feel devaldo a heat that comes up smoothly taking over my body and then the arm sets off the mind enlarges I get out of the body and follow what happens next to the spiritual benefactors and since then equipped by the venerable apostle I started to try to communicate with myself but the only thing is that the cells from minus realize are different from the ones from Bahia because after all the proud that police does have to picture the bayanas as if they were responsible for the disasters in their capital city forgetting that it was the very bayanos who built it I also would like to congratulate the Menards who are also by owners they were by owners who went to Sao Paulo and couldn't stand it so they stayed in Minnesota and there they calmly created a culture a civilization so the bayana sells in me we're more Rebel but I went about taming them talking and talking I was dialoguing with them and receiving the energies of the Transcendence to be able to transform this energy field into forces that today are fundamental to all beings because sex is responsible for tragedies if we refer to the Bible we will see the story of Samson and Delilah a mixture of myths and reality it was the love of the libido the sexual desire follow we could recall Cleopatra and her eagerness for power offering herself to Julius Caesar the Conqueror on her boat on the Waters of the Nile heaven with him a son and later offering herself again to Antonio having twins with him and ending the sexual experience in the terrible tragedy of the suicide of them both and Caesar says murder and the misfortunes that happened between Samson and Delilah the Philistine and the Jewish if we move a little further in history we'll be able to see the Shakespeare's narrative about Romeo and Juliet part by the love of the libido but we can also recall the great tragedy that was the love of abelard and Heloise prized by her uncle who sent him to be emasculated after they had had a son illegally so he

by the love of the libido but we can also recall the great tragedy that was the love of abelard and Heloise prized by her uncle who sent him to be emasculated after they had had a son illegally so he could turn into an extraordinary ethical man and could be in the 11th century philosophy one of the greatest thinkers after emasculation when he chose the monastery and she chose a convent but it was now love mixer of libido and of infinitive tenderness we can also recall likewise the platonic love of Dante and bear trees of The Old Man and the young lady who is blooming but the sublime love of Jesus and Mary up McDowell the tenderness of that woman who was tormented by evil spirits and when seeing him said ramoni I will give you my life and she did in a lepros area so she could depart and disincarnate in John and Mary's home in Fairway lands this Transcendent love of the once harlot with Immaculate Lily that on the mountain refer to the Natural order of humanity but we can also evoke this feeling of transcendent love in Francesco bernardony and Claire that infinite tenderness in which the two of them Unite so they can live the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth and the true plenitude that only love can offer but it's only natural that for us as human beings love should play a fundamental role through which the practice of sex yes but the presence of love too when we talk about the need of keeping a chaste and cautious life we can refer to the love that unites two individuals and that takes them to strive for their own good for the good of humanity it's a chastity regime Chastity from this philosophical point of view upon which I dwell is not the absence of the sexual Union it's not the abstinence because it's possible to keep the abstinence through several conflicts of the personality through several traumas from the past as well as from the present and have the soul corrupted by senselessness vulgarity and erecticism and we can also have a healthy relationship have our family blessed by

h several traumas from the past as well as from the present and have the soul corrupted by senselessness vulgarity and erecticism and we can also have a healthy relationship have our family blessed by love I've just referred to liberation of the sexual function and I started to get shocked when watching some movies from the past in which the American mentality used to say and before the sexual Union whiskey and after that a cigarette so I started to see the degradation of the sexual function for the trivialization of sex nowadays we no longer referred to eroticism but sexism abuse distress instead of sex being prepared for life it seems now that life has submitted to sex people talk about the virtual sex Teddy sex people talk and live only for their eructicism and that drains the human beings and confuses them because by exhausting this energy source of pre-creation source of life it's obvious that the individual disconnects from the basic Circles of the superior spirituality and it becomes nothing else but what Freud bitterly called a sexual being we came to a point where this year the city of Salvador during Carnival the city hall that must face many problems in Education Health Care Jobs Recreation one of the most elegant neighborhoods of the city a kind of dirigible balloon 15 meters from the ground so that sexual function could be practiced with the precautions so necessary today to avoid the contagious of AIDS but what about the contagion of uh tuberculosis and what about other diseases equally contagious aren't they as dangerous only AIDS is this big Terror but that dirigible was able to go down and have a couple abort people could choose whoever they liked to do whatever they wanted for about 10 minutes the balloon would go up and after 10 minutes the individual stepped off with the most disturbing misbehavior stimulated by drugs but only had 10 minutes at their disposal because the line was immense of tormented ones to what points did our culture get to be able to practice

h the most disturbing misbehavior stimulated by drugs but only had 10 minutes at their disposal because the line was immense of tormented ones to what points did our culture get to be able to practice publicly and cynically not the sexual function but the generate sex of our disturbances so I recall a historical fact when Claudio the emperor and Miss Elena who became notorious for her debauchery opted one day to give themselves into sex up to its maximum he elected the most famous women of Rome and she the 10 strongest legendaries and during that night they let themselves be dragged by the moral transgressions by the abuse of the function and when at dawn he manages to get out of bed staggering goes to see his lover wife and asks her so are you satisfied and should we applied no I'm tired because sex without love doesn't fulfill it's exactly love that constitutes the stimulus as we said before not whiskey which is basil tell you later but Karis tenderness harass tenderness this dialogue how would I be if it weren't for your company you are the being that God trusted me to help me if in the difficult climbing of the Ascension and the order female or male touched With Tears in their eyes give in the tenderness until the Ecstasy and after not the cigarette like someone who is free from something unpleasant but gratitude for the rest for the sleep that restores the strength that helps in the phenomenon of restoration of energy sex is God's blessing that must be preserved with a healthy mind without erotic movies without the access of the use that because became the abuse so it's necessary to put into the sexual function the presence of the consciousness it's essential to establish that the Consciousness is fundamental in the sexual practice so we can have it free of guilt not as escaped not as a need for self-promotion I often recall an old lion aren't you a man pal and for the person to prove he was a man he became his control I still recall my childhood because believe it or not old people had

d for self-promotion I often recall an old lion aren't you a man pal and for the person to prove he was a man he became his control I still recall my childhood because believe it or not old people had traveled although many won't believe the first cigarette I put in my mouth I was five years old I lived in a house with a large backyard we had harvested beans and the peels all over the ground would roll themselves up and I was there with a group of devilish friends and one of them who was seven pull out a bean a peel cigarette and started the smoke and looked at me and asked me do you smoke I said no because I remember my mother who was a sure who was short and short women are terrible the tall ones are like thunder lots of Thunder little rain but the short ones already start raining and my mother who had green eyes like we're all many times I wondered if Raul wasn't the true son and not me because I'm terribly jealous about those eyes and she used to see what she shouldn't especially what she shouldn't then I said I don't smoke and he said so you're not a man because all men smoke then to show him I was a man I took one of those cigarettes put in the mouth and took a drag when I dragged it the smoke went right through my Paris Spirit got out through the Astro body Kim again and through the other side and I got dizzy and ran straight home calling Mom all man screams for his mom and when I was running towards the bathroom and she was by the door and helped me by the ear she used to say God gave children ears so the mother can grab them we run past and come back on tiptoe dancing ballet then thank God at those times there was smacking well not only that at home my father had a psychotherapist it was hung big behind the door and it was split in three parts and when we did anything wrong he would say go fetch the second therapist and during three minutes there was a catharsis session and we were cured I could only imagine what my mother would do when she pulled me by the ear I was

ong he would say go fetch the second therapist and during three minutes there was a catharsis session and we were cured I could only imagine what my mother would do when she pulled me by the ear I was pale and she asked me where are you going young man I said to the bathroom she said go and come back and that comeback was a tragedy because I came back shaking and she said aha what have you been doing mister that mister wasn't meant to be a compliment it was more like an insult so I said me nothing mom what do you mean nothing there below the cashew tree who is uh with the boys which boys a b c d doing what nothing nothing what's nothing well Mom uh um I smoked oh don't say it really smoked what uh Bean straw my God come here my son I thought I calmed the old woman sit here she called my older brother and said go there in the fields get all the straw you can gather and bring to me so G can smoke in front of me and I said Mom I'm gonna die she said yes indeed but never more will you smoke then my brother like a typical generous brother brought it and put there my fate and then she said smoke now I said mom there's not a lighter she said no problem go and bring a torch which are the matches of the poor so there came my brother happily bringing a torch she said put the straw in her mouth I said Mom the tenderness of love she caressed my front head and said my son don't do this never do secretly what you cannot do in front of the others smoke is an addiction that kills the individual who smokes is a suicidal person do you wish to commit suicide no so promise your mother that you will never do that again then I hugged this venerable woman and never indulged myself into smoking again but then the same happened to other functions including the sexual function don't give in my son to the aberrations even when your colleagues ask you to prove that you are a man going to a brother you are a man by not going because only the individuals who have character are the ones with the strength

e aberrations even when your colleagues ask you to prove that you are a man going to a brother you are a man by not going because only the individuals who have character are the ones with the strength to say no so it was through the school of example that the consciousness of the sexual function was born inside me and I recall a day perfect paraphrasing when he narrated me that when psychographing an old friend from Pedro lopodo came and after the session said shiku look how sad I'm a prosperous man we were classmates I'm a pharmacist and you are nothing you're still at the table receiving Spirits for over 40 years leave that Chico there is still time for you to be happy look at you almost in rags look at me I live in Santos I have a building of four Apartments I have a pharmacy I live in front of gonzaga's Beach and he talked on and on and if you could started to shrink like a cartoon and then getting smaller and smaller and then he said stay well after unloading all those conflicts went away shiku saw the crowd and when he got home Emmanuel was at the door shiku shavier was carrying the burden of the world head down Emmanuel asked him what is that all about my brother oh my brother you must have seen do you remember Mr so-and-so from pilo Paulo Emmanuel said I remember he's a doctor he's a pharmacist and I'm nothing he said I'm nothing and that I'm nothing said no he's a pharmacist he gives prescriptions right yes he does and you write prescriptions dictated by Dr bezaj menezes what's the difference you're in a better position prescriptions and he gives him oh yes but he um he he's married he said he's married but you are too me married yes of course you're married to spiritism and you have many partners you have me Andre Louise Maria the Lord is my may we have a large number of companions therefore don't complain about loneliness yes but he has three children three and you must have got about 300. how come 300 our books from our psychic and sexual Union our children were born

ompanions therefore don't complain about loneliness yes but he has three children three and you must have got about 300. how come 300 our books from our psychic and sexual Union our children were born those are our books shiku once told me oh gevaldo I wanted so much to be unhappy but the man didn't let me then she could talk to him but he has um he has a building in Santa's with four apartments and you sir you have a house here with a hall a kitchen a bedroom a bathroom why would a body need so much room what's the difference oh but he lives in the gonzaga's beach in front of the sea and you live in front of the lake and hear the frogs croaking oh but he has a grandchildren and you you so too grandchildren yes our translated books are our grandchildren and let's get back to work we don't have time to lose then shiko went back to work and told me I couldn't be unhappy one day during one of those nights when you cannot sleep and the sister loneliness seems to get closer to us and that Transcendent need of tenderness involves us and the wish to find somebody who can reach out was upsetting me because appeared and asked me what's the matter days and I always think to myself I cannot believe a spiritual guy doesn't know what's upsetting me so I said my sister I'm going through a crisis what about you father ah I didn't even say it but she read my thought and then we recalled what Emmanuel told Chico yes gervaldo you are as happy as she was and all those who dedicated themselves to the good because mentioned that that gentleman had grandchildren but you have great grandchildren you have great great grandchildren I said I do I have them from my adopted children she said no from our Transcendent sexual relationship because our books travel dial up with hearts and with all those who are fond of us and who connect with Jesus the greatest meaning of our lives these are our grandchildren and great-grandchildren our great-great-grandchildren these are the ones then I closed my eyes and I saw the

us and who connect with Jesus the greatest meaning of our lives these are our grandchildren and great-grandchildren our great-great-grandchildren these are the ones then I closed my eyes and I saw the humanity of the future when we correct our sexual drives when we stop being a sexual animal and new sex with wisdom the mediums keep the sexual dignity to connect with the generous sources of Life the ordinary person the the person to love and practice yes the sexual function with a Sweet Emotions of love at this moment the person will be able to say my God I'm so happy I no longer feel torment I feel gratitude I wish to tell you that I love life that to me is consented thank you so much for the body you gave me for the clothes that I wear for the organism I Transit thank you so much Lord for the immense opportunity to love to be able to reproduce to perpetuate the species in the name of your name in the name of the father of all of us thank you so much for the redeeming faith that frees my suffered soul from the abyss I throw myself into thank you Lord for the blessings of tenderness that soothed the bitner's bitterness of the heart and distress you who is the son of Life creator of the planet Earth that you extracted from the solar nebula come back with us dear Lord and make the sex function transformed into a waterfall of blessings enrich our lives in a way that only you can vibrate in our hearts thank you Lord for the light that flows from the above for the mercy that Embraces us for loving you with that abnegation we thank you Lord for these days of state conference and tell you thank you very much because we are here for your love thank you Lord thank you for your attention thank you very much to you all